Pervivore101

Spent 25 years working for corporate America only to be fired at will and treated like time given to the company meant nothing.Has left me searching for what my life needs to be so it will begin to mean something again. personal life has been hard lessons. I have regretfully Treated all the sweet ones badly, as I was blinded being spellbounded by the wicked ones. The jezebel spirit has had me and still tries to invade my peace. It takes divine help and faith to escape its grasp and navigate through these types of people with minimum damage. In the on going process of living and learning, it has jaded my thoughts of what society has become. what we have all been slowly moulded into. Having self awareness is key. Caution as I remain loving and Open-minded that people are still over all good at their core. And judgement free as I am only learning as I live this life. I am hung like a light switch. and get pussy with personality and my willingness to do for others. If my kindness is taken for weakness just know my weakness comes from a capable eager enthusiastic mouth. And feeling desired and appreciated also tends to get me wrapped around the finger. but if I don't feel like my sacrifices are reciprocated and something I want or need in my life is given by the other in an un-spoken, never had to ask for and simply done and given cause its right and known. then what's the point? I wont be taken for granted. but I do grant chances to all. being decent shouldnt be hard. and being good shouldn't be filled with regret.and if it is. You are choosing the wrong person to be good to. Cut your losses , learn from mistakes, and Time to move on if they don't adjust their behavior to meet common ground. Communication . Love and Respect. Pleasure giving equals pleasure . Insatiable but I still love trying to be satisfied. Everyone deserves to be loved ,desired for and understood. Mean spirited people and their comments will be replied to accordingly or simply deleted and not acknowledged. I've never met a hater I wasn't better than. and any man who feels the need to shame and talk down about another man's penis... says way more about the naysaying troll than it does about whom he is trying to speak down to. So humble yourselves all u naysayers and maybe try to share some vids of your most private moments for all to see. You may then not be so quick to be a jerky commentator and realize how its not as easy as you think.Basically, if you got nothing nice to say then at least think before you say them, and after some thought, if you still feel compelled to leave elementary comments meant to hurt or shame, then be prepared for some light to be shined upon your dark ways with a reply or a delete.